2.7.17

I lost myself

I've been obsessed with Radiohead for the past 3 days. Over a week, maybe. On the release day of Man of War video I was like wow, but since Friday it's been full time. It all started with this year's Glastonbury gig and fuck... 
I should be anxious about the Joshua Tree tour, to which I've got tickets by miracle, but really... all I can hear and think about now it's Radiohead, how their songs move me, and how refined they are, the delicacy, the details...and if I will ever see them live again, how much I wish for a Radiohead tour date ANYWHERE in this country, and that I need a copy the new version of Ok Computer
Listening to Ok Computer and the Bends again, fuck, so much sadness and dreams and the feeling of a whole new world revealed again,,, 
It's true. 
Dreamers 
they never learn
The damage it's done.
There are two colors in my head.
My heart aches.