It's raining (in June)

It keeps blowing

I miss having plans
I miss a sense of future, of something next
I know there's plenty to do but I can not see myself achieving nothing

I tell myself it's because I don't know what I want
But in secret I fear I don't want to be where I am for too long.

It's the best place I've ever been. I love here.
I just wish I could feel like being here forever...

I never thought Legion could be the most amazing product from the Marvel universe, but...

This show, oh my, and these two

Aubrey, how I have never paid attention to you, I will never forgive myself. 

I love Dan but what you do is incredible! I just met you and I love you already.

25 years ago today

I still miss you, dad.

I lost myself

I've been obsessed with Radiohead for the past 3 days. Over a week, maybe. On the release day of Man of War video I was like wow, but since Friday it's been full time. It all started with this year's Glastonbury gig and fuck... 
I should be anxious about the Joshua Tree tour, to which I've got tickets by miracle, but really... all I can hear and think about now it's Radiohead, how their songs move me, and how refined they are, the delicacy, the details...and if I will ever see them live again, how much I wish for a Radiohead tour date ANYWHERE in this country, and that I need a copy the new version of Ok Computer. 
Listening to Ok Computer and the Bends again, fuck, so much sadness and dreams and the feeling of a whole new world revealed again,,, 
It's true. 
Dreamers 
they never learn
The damage it's done.
There are two colors in my head.
My heart aches. 

Dave Rosser

Falling in love with The Twilight Singers had a lot to do with you, sir.
Colon cancer is a bitch. I hope you didn't suffer much.
Today was a sad day.
RIP

2 weeks away

I miss home.

Can we dance upon the tables again?

Turn off the lights, hit play and close your eyes. You may cry a little but it's alright.

In the solitude of creativity

I've never smoked in my life, but I must confess: when I'm writing, there are moments I feel a intense desire for a cigarette. My first supervisor used to say cigarettes were a great companion, since we spend long hours alone with our thoughts. 
Also I've had many dreams about smoking. The craziest thing is, when I have these dreams, it feels extremely natural to me.  
It's definitely something I could never start. I would be lost at the very first one

At least it's raining, I feel like writing when it rains.

Song for a sad rainy Tuesday night

Somedays...

I wake up feeling I've lost myself somewhere between the dream and reality

I'm only happy when it rains

so much happier!

São Paulo, 12ºC

Top 5 - Great films that leave you in deep depression

Requiem for a dream (2000)

The drug-induced utopias of four Coney Island individuals are shattered when their addictions become stronger.

Incendies (2010)

Twins journey to the Middle East to discover their family history, and fulfill their mother's last wishes.

Irreversible (2002)

A simultaneously beautiful and terrible examination of the destructive nature of cause and effect, and how time destroys everything.








Sherrybaby (2006)

Sherry Swanson discovers that coming back to the world she left behind is far more difficult than she had planned.








Melancholia (2011)

On the night of her wedding, Justine is struggling to be happy even though it should be the happiest day of her life.

(All descriptions are from IMDb, some with adaptations. See more in each title's link ) 

Carnaval?

VETO + a pile of books + rain + food = a perfect Carnaval 
And maybe a chapter for my thesis. Fingers crossed.

Frustration

Rented 5 movies, bought pringles, chocolate and coke... and then the most epic rain of the year cuts off the power.
#merrychristmas

The Cure

I like to spend sometime away from The Cure, so when I come back to them every song sounds almost as incredible as the first time. They are already in my DNA
There was a time when Bloodflowers was my favorite album. Then it was Wish and now it's Disintegration. 
And this track in particular I could play in repeat all day long...

Good vibrations

The best days in life are the unexpected good ones. You don't make plans, woke up wishing you could stay in bed until noon... and then you meet great people, have the most interesting conversations, eat a huge and delicious burger, even the mail helps and brings that package you've been waiting for days.


Monday was tough but today was just great. 
I just hope these good vibrations keep coming and floating through the week.

Hey Monday, how are you?

Some days... well some days should be spent in bed, definitely.

See you next year!

I'm off this weekend to party for 2012
I hope you all have a great New Year's Eve.
Let's make 2012 the best f***ing year ever!!!


All the best and take care, people!