high seas

No maps
No borders
No control 

A dream of paradise. No land ahead.


Leading or lost, you don't know.




Everything

is

uncertain

but

love...

"different uses, same thing"

So we're both made of wheat and papaya?
The analogies my unconscious is able to make are beyond me.

I lost myself

I've been obsessed with Radiohead for the past 3 days. Over a week, maybe. On the release day of Man of War video I was like wow, but since Friday it's been full time. It all started with this year's Glastonbury gig and fuck... 
I should be anxious about the Joshua Tree tour, to which I've got tickets by miracle, but really... all I can hear and think about now it's Radiohead, how their songs move me, and how refined they are, the delicacy, the details...and if I will ever see them live again, how much I wish for a Radiohead tour date ANYWHERE in this country, and that I need a copy the new version of Ok Computer. 
Listening to Ok Computer and the Bends again, fuck, so much sadness and dreams and the feeling of a whole new world revealed again,,, 
It's true. 
Dreamers 
they never learn
The damage it's done.
There are two colors in my head.
My heart aches. 

Those days

Reality is such hard place to be
Some days, if wasn't for music, I wouldn't breath

About that lighthouse

There will be no Montauk this time.
Too bad. I had this fantasy of going and finding you there.
...
Besides that, everything is great.

Got late to the love for Oscar Isaac train

But I'm finally here.
This song is playing in my head for more than a week. Listening t it, in the end of the day, sunset and all that stuff... man, my heart aches.
It makes me dream. And that is so dangerous...

Meet me in Montauk

Two week ago I had this dream that was like a Michel Gondry film.

It kept deconstructing itself to the point that, in the end, it was a play and I was watching my own dream pass.

I didn't have a dream so fun and rich in details since that one with Brad Pitt (I don't remember when, look at the marks on the right side)

And it was so vivid I woke up saying out loud

Take that cruise
Take that cruise
Meet in Montauk
Take that cruise

I actually said Meet me in Montauk out loud. That made me laugh, and I was between worlds when I said that last line.

Take that cruise. If you are out there please do it.

The day I met Hugh Jackman

Last night I met Hugh Jackman on a corner two blocks from my home. We talked a little bit and he was as nice as I always thought he would be. Then it started to snow.
I live in the middle of Amazon. The forest, not the e-store. I was dreaming, of course. 
My unconscious has such a bittersweet way to tell me I'm asking for too much...

At least the week begins with a laugh.

By the way, or not, this is the 500º post of this blog. It took almost 10 years to reach the mark. I'm slow, I know.

La science des rêves

"A heart that sighs has not what its desire"

Somedays...

I wake up feeling I've lost myself somewhere between the dream and reality

A dream about Brad Pitt

Today I dreamed I was lost in Munich. Then this guy came along (and he was played by Brad Pitt, with that Se7en's look) and started to threaten me, demanding a huge amount of money. The rest of the dream was me trying to runaway from him, like an action movie.

I don't know which part of all this sounds more absurd and stupid, once I have never been in Munich (and this part was kind of Inception, because I was able to create and run through a whole city in my dream) and don't have a thing for Pitt since I was 15, besides other many things, but I decided I had to post this somewhere. I wanna remember it in the future. 
My very first and very late Brad Pitt dream. And it wasn't romantic at all...

Where I wanted to be on my birthday

For the love of God, Dulli, come to Brasil already!!!
You too, Rosser! Fuck, I'm dying for the chance...

So?

Doing nothing aaaall day... sounds good!

Um sonho

Estar em Barcelona no dia 31 de maio para o San Miguel Primavera Sound e, nessa mesma noite, ter a chance de ver os shows do The Afghan Whigs, The XX, Beirut, Franz Ferdnand e Death Cab for Cutie.
Bastava essa noite e voltaria feliz pra rotina do mundo real.