Meet me in Montauk

Two week ago I had this dream that was like a Michel Gondry film.

It kept deconstructing itself to the point that, in the end, it was a play and I was watching my own dream pass.

I didn't have a dream so fun and rich in details since that one with Brad Pitt (I don't remember when, look at the marks on the right side)

And it was so vivid I woke up saying out loud

Take that cruise
Take that cruise
Meet in Montauk
Take that cruise

I actually said Meet me in Montauk out loud. That made me laugh, and I was between worlds when I said that last line.

Take that cruise. If you are out there please do it.

From Post Secret

If it was that simple, I would have already finished.

Believe me.

From here

I get very scared when...

my cat stares with open wide eyes over my shoulder, like he's seen ghosts
Like he just did.

>.<

an honest wish

I wish I could be skinny and beautiful again...
(Or at least self-confident)

Maybe I should be happy to be who I am or something like that, but I was hot. I was fucking hot and I've never gave myself credit for or made a good use of that.
But now I want that back.

God bless all the mothers

I hope one day I can join the group

I'm so glad people on Twitter are going even more crazy about Charlie Cox than I am

Photo: Charlie Cox. http://t.co/V18965QFyH

— Mineshaft Nights (@mineshaftnights) May 6, 2015

Discussing future children names and I'm not married nor am I seeing someone. That's Charlie Cox for you.

— Charlie. (@NotCharlieCox) May 6, 2015

charlie cox just came out of nowhere and destroyed our formerly peaceful lives

— updog (@gemmadoyles) May 4, 2015

i went from barely knowing charlie cox to becoming obsessed and having my life revolve around him real quick

— • (@jimmyfallonaf) April 27, 2015

goodmorning what a beautiful day to cry over charlie cox

— Letty (@casterlylock) April 27, 2015

charlie cox: his smiles could end all war

— foggy & matt's gf (@sluttymurdock) April 28, 2015

Thank you, Twitter's people

Move, Avengers bitches! New man in the house.

Last weekend I was all sad about not being able to go to the movies and watch Avengers. I've got the flu. But I must tell you, after spending a very sick Monday at home watching Daredevil on Netflix, I couldn't care less about that group of heroes.

Seriously, who gives a fuck about Ironman or Ultron?
Ok, at some point I will watch the movie and probably like it and whatever. (I still have to watch Captain 2 before I do that.)
But, really?

The best thing is, I've been so busy I've lost all the buzz about this release. I just felt at my sofa, turned the tv on, saw the poster, said "huuuum" to myself... and went fucking insane about it!
This show is soooooo good: cast, humor, violence. It made me miss so much the time I used to read Marvel's. Oh my god, how can someone wait a whole year for more 13 episodes?

There's only two things I would change:
- Murdock should feel more the famous catholic guilt. As a catholic girl, I've miss that. Every time he's talking to the priest he's not dealing with doubt, it's always angry.
- Daredevil spins too much. For anything. He's keys felt to the floor and he has to jump spinning just to pick them up. That's very unnecessary.

Apart from that, Wow. Just Wow. It saved this week for me.

In the solitude of creativity

I've never smoked in my life, but I must confess: when I'm writing, there are moments I feel a intense desire for a cigarette. My first supervisor used to say cigarettes were a great companion, since we spend long hours alone with our thoughts. 
Also I've had many dreams about smoking. The craziest thing is, when I have these dreams, it feels extremely natural to me.  
It's definitely something I could never start. I would be lost at the very first one

At least it's raining, I feel like writing when it rains.

Dear Saint Patrick

Four years ago, thanks to you, I got in.
I didn't and I won't forget it.
No matter how hard it have been, I'm still very thankful.
I hope the results will worth all the trouble.
Please, bless me one more time.

About this March 15

I wish I could explain what's going on in Brasil right now, but in between some pretty serious and valid point and complains, there's the most absurd suggestions: capital punishment, mass oppression and the establishment of a military dictatorial government. 
You can see that some aspects of liberty really offend people who claims to be pro-democracy and freedom: gay marriage, feminism, the rights of indigenous and other traditional communities are constantly denied and today they were again, not by the majority but a considerable part of people had no shame to ask of their repression. 

And I can't understand that.

Perspectives (once more by PHD Comics)

The day I met Hugh Jackman

Last night I met Hugh Jackman on a corner two blocks from my home. We talked a little bit and he was as nice as I always thought he would be. Then it started to snow.
I live in the middle of Amazon. The forest, not the e-store. I was dreaming, of course. 
My unconscious has such a bittersweet way to tell me I'm asking for too much...

At least the week begins with a laugh.

By the way, or not, this is the 500º post of this blog. It took almost 10 years to reach the mark. I'm slow, I know.

Big Eyes (2014)

Wow, I loved Big Eyes! So touching and well done.

I'm so glad Tim Burton came back to a film where you can relate with the characters like Big fish. And finally without Johnny Depp! Please don't get me wrong, I love Johnny, but they needed this breakup. (Even you know that)

Waltz and Adams are excellent. Maybe the characters are not strong or powerful enough for an Oscar, but that doesn't make them any less good. I wonder if Waltz could do a shy depressed character as he can do a crazy charismatic one...

I confess I have never heard of Walter and Margaret Keane before and I feel quite ignorant. I've spent the rest of the night on Google and her paintings are great. Hope I can get one someday.

My life without me (2003)

Lee: Hey.
Ann: Hi.
Lee: My body hurt thinking you weren't gonna come.
Ann: I wasn't gonna come.
Lee: Well, I'm glad you did.

Song for tonight (and maybe for the whole week)

Did I post this before? Just can't remember...
Some songs are there in our playlists just waiting for the right moment, the right mood, the right night.. and so it came

I don't want to sleep.

One wish

Please God, allow all the movie theaters of the world to be taken by a huge amount of films with this fine specimen of man through the whole year of 2015! Especially if he can be speaking with his natural and wonderful British accent.. please?

It should be that easy!

Resolutions for 2015

1. Finish this fucking PHD (for heaven's sake!!!)
2. Lose weight / eat healthier / exercise a little 
3. Watch more films (new ones not just the same crap I like over and over. And stop being so coward to watch sad dramas and political stuff just because of the post film depression)
4. Read more
5. Complain less